Things That I Miss About Ramadhan

I Always Wanted To Do This Post For Quiet Sometime Now And Actually I Do Not Want To Rush This Post Because I Don't Want To Miss A Single Thing. Owh Btw When You Read This Post. It Is Just A Personal Opinion. Alright, So Here Goes :

1. Ramadhan Ya Ramadhan. Rindu Ku Ya Ramadhan. Shahrizan Masri Song That Keep On Playing On Local Radios And Tv. Actually Aku Sama My Dad Have A Love And Hate Relationship With This Song. My Dad Due To The Singer Suka Berteriak. According To My Dad Lah Tu. While Aku Because Its Just Everywhere And It Doesn't Seems To Stop Though The New Version No Matter How Out Of Tune It Sounded At Least Its Short. Still Though I Can Help But Smile Everytime I Heard This Song The First Time Each Ramadhan.
2. Ramadhan Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan. That Short Ad On RTB That Actually Share Amalan Tips.
3. Tazkirah Pendek Ustaz Yang Tabal Sebutan R Nya Di Kristal FM Just Before Sungkai. I Love Listening To Him. I Swear.
4. Those Happy Smiling Faces That You See All Around You Even Though Everyone Is Fasting. So Easy To Sedekah Senyum Arah Org Yang Tani Nda Kenal.
5. That Tinggling Or Kajar Kajar Feeling You Get During The First Few Days Of Puasa Just Before Sungkai. Masa Masa Kecederaan Lah Tu. And This Includes The Headache. How Silence Everyone Is Those Half An Hour Before Sungkai. And Then That Relieve Feeling Once You Bottoms Up Your Drink. So It Is True Then Bagi Org Yang Berpuasa Atu Ada Dua Kegembiraan Iaitu Ketika Dia Bertemu Rabbnya Dan Ketika Ia Berbuka Puasa. Nda Caya Masih? Liat Usul Adi Adi Or Anak Anak Buah Kitani Yang First Time Berpuasa. Liat Usul Mua Durang Bila Durang makan. Haa Haa.
6. Gerai Ramadhan. Well TBH Aku Jarang Plang Ke Gerai Ramadhan. Funny Enough Though I Will Miss It. Nampak Meriah Atu kali.
7. Balik Kerja Pukul 2 Patang. 
8. Since Nada Baduk Menandakan Waktu Sungkai But I Still Miss It. And How Tenang It Is During Maghrib. Semua Org Either Di Rumah Or Di Kadai Nunggu waktu Sungkai. And The Road Was Just Clear.
9. Sungkai Tepi Jalan Or Dalam Kereta.
10. Sungkai Berurak Tradisi Famili.
11. Sahur!

That Is The Normal Or The Norm Yang Aku Akan Rindu Tiap Kali Ramadhan Berakhir. And On A Different Note. I Will Share With You Guys Apa Yang Ku Rindui Lagi.

• Beribadah Terasa Sangat Lazat. Tahap Khusyuk Atu Sangat Kuat. 
• Mudahnya Membaca Al-Quran. Nowadays Sukar Rasanya Ku Kan Ngabiskan One Page. Ada Saja Bah Gangguan Atu. Di Dalam Bulan Ramadhan I Can Do 50 Ayats In One Seating. Or 5 Lambar Ikut Banyak Ayat. Well Datang Dari Diri Jua Tu Bah Aaa. Kalau Aku Nda Kuat Melawan Nda Jua Ke Mana.
• Bangun Subuh. Mengerjakan Solat Subuh. Before That Mengaji Dulu. Ya Allah Indahnya.
• Rasa Tenang Dalam Diri. Muhasabah. Reflection. What Kind Of A Person You Are. All Those Sins That You Let Into. Things That You Tried To Leave Behind And Such. Its A Constant Battle. A Jihad Against Yourself.
• Qiamulail. Knowing That Waking Up In The Middle Of The Night. Beribadah Kitani Dibalas Dengan Keampunan. Malaikat Turut Mendoakan Doa Kitani.
• Tarawikh Night. Ngayau Masjid Even Though Not As Much As I Like. Alhamdulillah Though This Year My Uncles Suruh Aku Jadi Imam For Tarawikh. Walaupun Rakaat. Walaupun Hanya Sembahyang Sunat. Mencabar Jua Ih. And To Be Honest I Really Love The Honour.

HOnestly I Observed Myself A Lot This Time Around. I Really Want To Make A Real Change. Not Just During Ramadhan But Myself As A Whole. One Thing That I Keep On Telling Myself Is. We Asked A Lot Of Things From Allah. And Sadly Most Of His Command I Take It Lightly Yet He Still Bless Me With His Blessing And Gifts Of Life. How Long Can I Stay Like This Before He Took Everything Away. Yet Worse Balum Lagi Sampat Kan Taubat Udah Bertamu Ajal. Its Hard Guys. Its Really Hard But Bila Tani Ikhlas In Shaa Allah. Perlahan Lahan Dapat.

Til My Next Post.. Take Care Everyone!

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