Lama Sudah Ku Pendam Ini. Lama Sudah Ku Makan Hati. Menghadapimu. Ini Semua Tentang Dirimu. Tentang Caramu Memperlakukanku.
Tak Sadarkah Kau Selama Ini. Bukan Cuma Hati Yang Kau Sakiti. Juga Hidupku Diriku Ini Pasanganmu. Bukannya Musuhmu. Tak Perlu Kau Siksa Aku.
Aku Berhenti Sayang. Ku Tak Bisa Lanjutkan Kisah Ini Bersamamu. Aku Takkan Mampu. Menghadapi Semua Kebohongan Yang Biasa Kau Lakukan. Aku Hanya Minta Bebaskan Diriku.
Lyrics From Armada's Bebaskan Aku. Kinda In A Deep Moment. Nothing To Do With My Love Life But I'm Just Trying To Vent Out My Frustation With Happenings In My Life. I'm Sure Everyone Out There Went Through Moments In Life Where You Just Want To Say. Shut Up! Enough! Give Me A Break! Those Times Where The Very Oxygen Being Pushed Out From Your Body That It Is Suffocating. I Supposed Human Has The Tendency To Push You To The Corner And Keep On Doing It Because You Let Them.
Once In Awhile YOu Need To Stand For Yourself. Bukannya Kan Kurang Hajar But Kekadang Org Yang Nda Tau Hormat Kan Kitani Atu Harus Ditampalaki. Just Because Tani Diam Didn't Mean Tani Takut. Malas Saja Kan Confront And Create Drama. Its Tiring To Handle.
Parents Is Back From Their Hajj Pilgrim. Will Share The Post Later In Shaa Allah But Before That I Will Still Share About Their Hajj Updates And Such. Bukannya Apa Untuk Dijadikan Kenangan Untuk Ristaan Hari Kemudian Iyernyaaa.
Morning Routine But If I Took The Collagen Waktu Malam Then I Will Not Have It In The Morning. The Vitamin C Is Vital Walaupun Nda Hari Hari At Least 4 Days Straight Then Rehat Dua Hari Then Another 4 Days Straight And Of Course D'Trim Supplement But Somewho Since My Parents Udah Balik Dari Haji Ani Makan Tah Saja. Notice The Bigger Bottle On The Right. Air Zam Zam Hehe. Bukannya Selalu Dapat Breakfast Dengan Air Zam Zam.
Okay This Was Taken Yesterday Aku Atu Kan Posting Untuk IG But Its Too Narsis So Malas Tah Ku Post. Biasalah Kediaku These Days Semat Menyemat Atu Pun Ah Ada Yang Menagur. Baruku Pernah Ku Liat Kau Smart Lah, Behapa Kau Smart Ani, Baik Smart Alah Pegawai. I Mean Seriously Just Because Pegawai Nda Smart Mcm Aku That I Need To Downgrade The Way I Wear My Work Attires? Come On La Even On Saturday Pun Aku Pakai Polo Shirt And Jeans Deh Haha. Lagipun Kalau Kitani Nda Smart Org Nda Hormat Kitani Bah. Especially With My Line Of Duty Yang Banyak Berjumpa Org Ani.
Kang Mun Makai Sambarana Kana Ucap Nada Disiplin Laaa, BINA Nda Strict Laaa Or As Usual Nda Kana Pandang. Salah Salah Manusia Ani.
I've Been Meaning To Do An Entry About This. With The Way The World Has Been Going On. Terlalu Banyak Manusia Yang Cemani Ani. I Mean Islam At The Moment Are Going Through The Phase Of Being Labelled As A Violent Religion, Terrorist And Our Prophet Being Called A Paedophile Seperti Yang Ada Dalam Isi Khutbah Semperna Hari Raya Aidil Adha 2015. Masa Ani Ugama Islam Menempuhi Keadaan Dalam Fitnah. If You Look At It In A Way Tanda Tanda Kiamat Atu Udah Nyata. Fitnah Berleluasa. Hence It Is Important Sebagai Seorang Muslim Untuk Memanuhi Diri Dengan Islam. Supaya Kitani Sentiasa Terlindung Dari Fitnah.
Just Looked At The Happenings In And Around Us. Double Standard Terhadap Umat Islam Sangat-sangat Jelas. Dan Yang Jelas Even Antara Kitani Umat Islam Pun Jelas Ada Perpecahan But I'm Not Gonna Touch More On This Pasalnya Aku Ani Pun Jahil Jua Yang Banarnya. Hehe
Anyway, I Remember One Day When My Mum Told Me That One Of Our Neighbour Who Is A Christian Menegur. Kenapakan Org Islam Terutamanya Bini-bini Kalau Waktu Berdoa Di Dalam Majlis. Mulut Atu Masih Lagi Pot Pet Pot Pet. Kami Org Christian Akan Tunduk Dan Concentrate Akan Berdoa. And My Mum Was Just Stay In Silent. And My Response When I Heard This Was. Atu TAMPARAN TU Eh!
Well Don't Get Me Wrong. What I Meant With Tamparan Was Not Directed At Our Neighbour But At Ourselves. Its The Damn Truth. How Many Times Kalau Dalam Function Bila Ustaz Mula Membaca Al-fatihah Dan Berdoa Ada Ahli Lelaki Dari Keluarga Tuan Rumah Yang Berteriak. Aminnnnn Aminnnn!
Even During My Parents Balik Dari Haji. After Selesai Acara Dikir Dan Kemudian Beredar Ke Bawah Rumah Untuk Menjamu Jamuan. Before Ku Kan Baca Doa I Was Waiting Kan The Girls Side To Settle Down But Nada Jua. Even When I Started To Berzikir Astaghafirullah Pun Masih Bacau-bacau. Mind You I Was Using A Mic. Bila I Said Out Loud Al-Fatihah Pun Masih Jua Nda Mau Settle Down. Udah Kana Teriaki Aminnn Aminnn Barutah Kan Mau Sanyap.
Bila Azan Berkumandang. Heh! Masih Jua Kakal Bacau Bacau Kitani Org Islam Ani Padahal Malar Udah Tu Di Nasihati Supaya Menghormati Azan But Kitani Masih Jua Bacau-bacau. Akan Tetapi Bila Ugama Islam Dihina Marah Akan Tetapi Kitani Sebagai Seorang Muslim Nada Menunjukkan Adab Atu Bah. Sometime It Goes Beyond Me. Org-org Kafir Will Use This Small Things To Get To Us. Yatah Ulah Org Islam Ni?
I Just End That Paragraph With A Question Mark. I'm Not Trying To Say I'm A Better Person Than Anyone. The Thing Is That This Kind Of Things We Can See Everywhere It Is Just Too Obvious.
And Then Yang Ku Annoyed Is When Ada Sesetengah Muslim Memandang Dirinya Lebih Baik Dari Non Muslim. I Mean Seriously? Why? Just Because Kitani Islam And Kedia Inda? Tanya Diri Sendiri Apa Yang Membuatkan Kitani Berasa Diri Kitani Baik?
Actually Banyak Lagi Yang Kan Ku Luahkan But I Rather Keep It In Takut Ku Ada Yang Terasa. Though I Rather Tani Terasa So At Least Dapat Kitani Sama-sama Memperbaiki Diri.
I Will Resume My Normal Update Saturday Lah In Shaa Allah. Quite A Busy Day With Work Nada Ku Tercari Masa Kan Blogging.
Til My Next Post.. Take Care Everyone!
Lyrics From Armada's Bebaskan Aku. Kinda In A Deep Moment. Nothing To Do With My Love Life But I'm Just Trying To Vent Out My Frustation With Happenings In My Life. I'm Sure Everyone Out There Went Through Moments In Life Where You Just Want To Say. Shut Up! Enough! Give Me A Break! Those Times Where The Very Oxygen Being Pushed Out From Your Body That It Is Suffocating. I Supposed Human Has The Tendency To Push You To The Corner And Keep On Doing It Because You Let Them.
Once In Awhile YOu Need To Stand For Yourself. Bukannya Kan Kurang Hajar But Kekadang Org Yang Nda Tau Hormat Kan Kitani Atu Harus Ditampalaki. Just Because Tani Diam Didn't Mean Tani Takut. Malas Saja Kan Confront And Create Drama. Its Tiring To Handle.
Parents Is Back From Their Hajj Pilgrim. Will Share The Post Later In Shaa Allah But Before That I Will Still Share About Their Hajj Updates And Such. Bukannya Apa Untuk Dijadikan Kenangan Untuk Ristaan Hari Kemudian Iyernyaaa.
Kang Mun Makai Sambarana Kana Ucap Nada Disiplin Laaa, BINA Nda Strict Laaa Or As Usual Nda Kana Pandang. Salah Salah Manusia Ani.
Just Looked At The Happenings In And Around Us. Double Standard Terhadap Umat Islam Sangat-sangat Jelas. Dan Yang Jelas Even Antara Kitani Umat Islam Pun Jelas Ada Perpecahan But I'm Not Gonna Touch More On This Pasalnya Aku Ani Pun Jahil Jua Yang Banarnya. Hehe
Anyway, I Remember One Day When My Mum Told Me That One Of Our Neighbour Who Is A Christian Menegur. Kenapakan Org Islam Terutamanya Bini-bini Kalau Waktu Berdoa Di Dalam Majlis. Mulut Atu Masih Lagi Pot Pet Pot Pet. Kami Org Christian Akan Tunduk Dan Concentrate Akan Berdoa. And My Mum Was Just Stay In Silent. And My Response When I Heard This Was. Atu TAMPARAN TU Eh!
Well Don't Get Me Wrong. What I Meant With Tamparan Was Not Directed At Our Neighbour But At Ourselves. Its The Damn Truth. How Many Times Kalau Dalam Function Bila Ustaz Mula Membaca Al-fatihah Dan Berdoa Ada Ahli Lelaki Dari Keluarga Tuan Rumah Yang Berteriak. Aminnnnn Aminnnn!
Even During My Parents Balik Dari Haji. After Selesai Acara Dikir Dan Kemudian Beredar Ke Bawah Rumah Untuk Menjamu Jamuan. Before Ku Kan Baca Doa I Was Waiting Kan The Girls Side To Settle Down But Nada Jua. Even When I Started To Berzikir Astaghafirullah Pun Masih Bacau-bacau. Mind You I Was Using A Mic. Bila I Said Out Loud Al-Fatihah Pun Masih Jua Nda Mau Settle Down. Udah Kana Teriaki Aminnn Aminnn Barutah Kan Mau Sanyap.
Bila Azan Berkumandang. Heh! Masih Jua Kakal Bacau Bacau Kitani Org Islam Ani Padahal Malar Udah Tu Di Nasihati Supaya Menghormati Azan But Kitani Masih Jua Bacau-bacau. Akan Tetapi Bila Ugama Islam Dihina Marah Akan Tetapi Kitani Sebagai Seorang Muslim Nada Menunjukkan Adab Atu Bah. Sometime It Goes Beyond Me. Org-org Kafir Will Use This Small Things To Get To Us. Yatah Ulah Org Islam Ni?
I Just End That Paragraph With A Question Mark. I'm Not Trying To Say I'm A Better Person Than Anyone. The Thing Is That This Kind Of Things We Can See Everywhere It Is Just Too Obvious.
And Then Yang Ku Annoyed Is When Ada Sesetengah Muslim Memandang Dirinya Lebih Baik Dari Non Muslim. I Mean Seriously? Why? Just Because Kitani Islam And Kedia Inda? Tanya Diri Sendiri Apa Yang Membuatkan Kitani Berasa Diri Kitani Baik?
Actually Banyak Lagi Yang Kan Ku Luahkan But I Rather Keep It In Takut Ku Ada Yang Terasa. Though I Rather Tani Terasa So At Least Dapat Kitani Sama-sama Memperbaiki Diri.
I Will Resume My Normal Update Saturday Lah In Shaa Allah. Quite A Busy Day With Work Nada Ku Tercari Masa Kan Blogging.
Til My Next Post.. Take Care Everyone!
"Don't Get Me Wrong.. Aku Pun Banyak Kelemahan Jua"
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