Now Picture This

In The Office Right Now Doing Some Overtime Work Well Just Sitting Down Logging On To The Internet Waiting The Clock Ticks 12 Pm.. Woke Up With A Disgusted Feeling And Actually I Got Easily Annoyed Today.. Kereta Lambat Keluar Aku Marah.. Queue Panjang Aku Marah.. Org Kluar Parking Lambat Aku Marah.. Bila Udah Ku Ke Pulau Kayangan Udah Ku Membuli Indon Di Sana Barutah Ku Happy Happy Sikit.. Baruya Awal2 Pagi Kan Marah2 Ani Bah Ilang Rezeki Olehnya.. Barat Tarus Rasa Bahu Balah Kiri Ku :p.. And I Just Imagine If It Was In The Month Of Ramadhan Masya Allah Banyak Tah Udah Kurang Pahala Puasa Ku Macam Pasir Yang Lapas Dari Genggaman Tangan Tu Pahala Puasaku Berguguran.. Rugi Kan Rugi Kan.. Syukur Jua Lah Yang Kediaku Ani Bukan Jenis Yang Lapas-lapas Mulut Menyumpah Well Kinda Tapi Dalam Hati Tuhan Saja Yang Tau.. Alright Now Picture This Yourself In 30 40 Years Time.. I Always Have This Thought Looking At My Grannys At This Moment Maybe Just Maybe I Look Like That Too And With How Quick Times Flies These Days Is Just Not Too Far In The Future Really.. Iatah Im Trying To Be Prudent In Everything I Do These Days And To Be Honest Its Never Is Easy.. Thank God I Managed To Quit Smoking And Even Right Now On My The 30th Year I Already Feel The Effect Of It.. My Cough Didnt Seems To Leave It Just Comes And Go.. And Can U Imagine How Much Will I Suffer If I Continue Smoking.. And To Be Honest With You The Thought Of That And Other Things Really Scared The Shit Out Of Me.. My Office Once Told Me Bila Umur Tani Mencecah 30 Tahun.. Di Sana Tah Titik Permulaan Penyakit Mudah Datang.. And That Is Why Tani Nda Bleh Cuai.. We Just Have To Take Care Of Ourself Or Else Padahnya Akan Menanti Kelak.. Atu Baru Dari Zahir Tu Ah.. Dari Rohaninya Lagi.. I Know At Times Aku Ani Not Being A Good Person.. Ada Kalanya Aku Pernah Cuai Luan Menurut Nafsu And Marah And Pilih Cara Yang Salah Menangani Masalahku.. Menangani Kekusutan Fikiranku.. Y'all Knw Main Langgar Saja Without Even Thinking Twice Tentang Buruk Padahnya Tapinya Syukur Alhamdulillah All Those Stupidity Been Thrown Away From My Life.. There Is Always A Better Way To Deal With The Situation And I Rather Choose That Path From Now Till The Day I Held My Last Breath Than Gone Thru All Those Wasteful Time Again.. Insya Allah Mudahan Jua Iman Ku Kukuh Dan Kuat.. And When Talking About My Future I Never Like To Talk About It.. Bukannya Aku Ani Org Yang Nda Berwawasan Tapi When We Talk About Future Ani It Is A General Question It Can Be Anything And Everything.. And Yeah Maybe One Day.. One Fine Day I'll Find That Happiness To Share With Someone.. Insya Allah :)

True To The Bone!
RicHteR