How Am I Gonna Start With This Post.. Been A Long Day Yesterday.. Dramatic And Scary One I Must Say.. I Know Its Gonna Be A Long One Again Today.. Worrying Alot Today.. One With Work.. With All This HM Visit.. Its Not So Much About The Key Handling Or Whatever You Call It But All This Visit To The Industry Site.. What Is More Worrying My Boss Seems To Be Not Delegating Anything To Me.. I Hated It When She Kept Me In The Dark Like This.. Is The Director Turun Ke Kb Hari Ani?? Kan Bertanya She Seems To Be Busy Calculating Nda Jua Ku Berani Ngacau.
Yesterday.. Last Night.. Oh My God.. That Was A Real Scare.. And If I'm Being Honest I Really Thought My Grandma Has Passed Yesterday.. When Dad Called Me Up They Have To Make A U-Turn When They're On The Way Back Home From Bandar Because Of Grandma Then I Thought Something Is Bad.. Then When He Called Back Asking Me To Go To Bandar Immediately And I Heard My Mum Crying In The Background I Thought This Is Really Bad.. My Grandma Passed Out Yesterday.. God I Really Thought She Is Gone.. I Thought At First She Had A High Fever But Early Diagnosed Stated That She Might Had A Stroke..
So After She Was Admitted Into The Ward.. Gathered Up My Family Brought Them For Dinner.. Before Balik Kb.. I Said Fuck It.. I'm Having A Heavy Dinner.. Iatah On The Way Home To Kb Last Night Menangis Ku Sorg2 Dalam Kereta.. Partly Because Of Worrying And Another Out Of Relief.. Sapa Sangka This Had Happened.. Baru Jua Pagi Atu I See Her Before I Left For KB.. Then Malam Atu.. So This Morning She's Gonna Undergo A CAT Scan To Check If Any Of Last Night Event Had Troubled Her Brain.. Mudahan Jua Inda Deh..
So I Woke Up At Around 5:45 Am This Morning.. Feeling Guilty About That Heavy Dinner.. Thinking Kan Run.. Kali My Knee Lagi Masih Nyilu And Melatup Lagi.. Aduiii I Havent Run For A Long Time Udah Ni.. Jauh Udah Jaraknya Ni.. I Have Like 15 Days Before HSBD WRC.. Its Not So Much About Me Running Fast But Its About Healing This Knee.. Nda Rugged Tu Yo Timpang Aaa..
So After She Was Admitted Into The Ward.. Gathered Up My Family Brought Them For Dinner.. Before Balik Kb.. I Said Fuck It.. I'm Having A Heavy Dinner.. Iatah On The Way Home To Kb Last Night Menangis Ku Sorg2 Dalam Kereta.. Partly Because Of Worrying And Another Out Of Relief.. Sapa Sangka This Had Happened.. Baru Jua Pagi Atu I See Her Before I Left For KB.. Then Malam Atu.. So This Morning She's Gonna Undergo A CAT Scan To Check If Any Of Last Night Event Had Troubled Her Brain.. Mudahan Jua Inda Deh..
So I Woke Up At Around 5:45 Am This Morning.. Feeling Guilty About That Heavy Dinner.. Thinking Kan Run.. Kali My Knee Lagi Masih Nyilu And Melatup Lagi.. Aduiii I Havent Run For A Long Time Udah Ni.. Jauh Udah Jaraknya Ni.. I Have Like 15 Days Before HSBD WRC.. Its Not So Much About Me Running Fast But Its About Healing This Knee.. Nda Rugged Tu Yo Timpang Aaa..
Gosh It Sucks To Be Me Right Now.. It Really Does Sucks To Be Single When Im At This Moment.. How I Wish There Is A Shoulder That I Could Lay My Head Unto For A Moment And Just To Feel Safe.. Tengok Kiri.. Tengok Kanan.. Tengok Depan.. Tengok Belakang.. NONE..! And Then Mun Ku Cerita Sal Ani.. Mencari Tah.. Abis Cerita.. Umbankan Tia Kopi Ke Mua Durg Aaa.. Apa Ingat Sanang Kah.. See.. Vulnerable Jua Ni Aku Masa Ani.. Sigh
TRue To THe BOne!
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