Monday, April 02, 2012

Susunan Kata Dari Satu Hati.

I Suppose The Silence Of The Night Can Help Me Think A Bit Better To Put All This Thoughts That Are Running Through My Mind. This Might Be A Very Long Post So Bear With Me For A While. Feel Free To Judge This Post After You Have Finish Reading It. So Please Do Bear With Me For A While.
Masih Mencuba Untuk Menyusun Kata-Kata Yang Terasa Seperti Terlalu Sulit Untuk Ku Ungkapan. So Please Do Bear With Me For A While.
Its Early April Now, Time For The Aries To Shine I Suppose But This Man Here Is Still Trying To Find A Way To Shine His Feeling. Or Maybe Rather Just Trying To Say It Out Loud He Is Hurting, Please Give Him A Break. Grandma Said Something Earlier Today. “Bah Wadi.. Kawin Tah Lakas Sampat Jua Nini Kan Meliat Jua Nanti” My Reply Is “Kang Tah Ku Mencari Ah” And I Just Walked Away Before The Conversation Continue. Bukan Cucu Nini Ani Nda Mau But For Now He Just Can’t. So Please Do Bear With For A While.
It’s Just A Collection Of Disappointment That Makes Me Scared Shitless. There Were Times When I Said I Want To Settle Down But To No Avail. And One Thing For Sure I Can’t Really Force Myself To Accept Someone. Dan Bila Bibir Ini Berani Mengatakan Yang Aku Benar Benar Ikhlas Menyintai Dan Menyayangi Seseorang, Itu Bermakna Yang Hati Ini Sudah Benar2 Terpaut. Even When I Know That One Day I Will Lose It Or It Was Never Mine To Keep But That Feeling Will Stay On And On. Apalah Besar Sangat Hatiku Ani. I Can Give A Little Piece To People Who Make My Life Worth Living In But I Will Give It All To A Person Who Accepted It. One Thing About This Man Is That When He Truly Feels For His Feeling He Will Give His All And Left None For Him And That Is Why When It Ended It Hurts So Bad That Breathing In Every Single Breath To The Thought Of Her Face, Her Voice, Her Touch Is So Very Painful. Tapinya Walau Sekejam Mana Pun Cara Ku Dilayan, Walau Sesakit Mana Pun Rasanya Bila Hati Ini Udah Untuknya. This Heart Forgives Even When There Is No Forgiveness Being Asked For. I Just Keep On Telling Myself Don’t Curse Stop Hurting Myself. Be Thankful That Once You Managed To Make Someone Smile. Juga Kerana Aku Pernah Mencoba Mengindahkan Hari-Hari Gelapnya. Bersyukur Kerana Engkau Pernah Merasa Kasih Sayangnya. Seperti Mana Dirimu Terasa Melayang Bila Engkau Bersamanya. Seperti Mana Dirimu Terasa Benar Benar Bertuah Bila Engkau Mengucup Dahinya.
And That My Dear Readers Are All I’ve Got Left To Carry Me On. Memories, Memories That I Wish Could Turn Into Reality Again. As The Hour Turning Late And The Night Is Turning Into Silence. I Can Hear My Heartbeat Calling Out For Her Telling Me To Close My Eyes So That I Could See That Face And I Wonder If She Is Thinking About Me Too.
Walaupun Aku Tahu Ianya Mustahil Bagiku Tetapi Aku Hanya Punya Satu Hati. Dan Ianya Telah Ku Berikan Dan Aku Tak Pernah Memintanya Kembali. Perasaan Ini Tetap Akan Bertahan Kerana Aku Ikhlas Memberikannya.
Goodnight Everyone.
TRue To THe BOne!
W

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