Izinkan Ku Mengadu Domba

This An Old Post Actually.. I Wrote This A Few Days Before Eid.. Save It And Just Remember About It.. Haha Cantik.. So There Goes:

With Syawal Approaching Fast .. Debaran Sambutan Atu Makin Terasa.. Walaupun Semakin Terasa Akan Tetapi Banyak Tah Lagi Rasa Sedih.. Sedih Kerana Ramadhan Akan Pergi.. Dan Tani Nda Akan Tahu Sama Ada Tani Akan Bertemu Lagi Sekali Atau Nda.. Ya Allah Ku Bermohon Kepadamu Agar Ditemukan Lagi Diriku, Keluargaku, Saudara Maraku, Sahabat-Sahabatku Dengan Ramadhan Di Tahun Hadapan.. Amin Ya Allah Amin.

As I Was Saying.. Now I Know How Does All The Parents Feels Especially During Hari Raya Ani.. Sedaya Upaya Mencuba Membisaikan Anak-anak Durang Supaya Sama Macam Orang Lain Walaupun Durang Sendiri Terpaksa Mengalah Asal Anak Berasa Seronok.. Now I Understand How Disappointed They Can Be Bila Apa Saja Permintaan Anak-anak Nda Dapat Disampaikan.. Memang Susah.. Memang Membarikan Mengeluh.. Nya Orang Right Now Pun The Source Of Income Nda Lagi Seperti Dulu.. Especially With My Dad Yang Sudah Retired And Then Pendapatan Pun Bukan Lagi Macam Dulu.. And Now As The Oldest And Only Son The Responsibility Automatically Falls To Me To Support The Family.. And I'm Telling You Its Very Very Hard, Frustrating And Disappointing..

Especially The Amount Of Income That I Generate.. Terpaksa Pandai Mentadbir Kewangan Atu.. Especially During This Festive Season.. Where We Spent Most Of The Time On The Road, Travelling Here And Day.. My Goodness Kadang-kadang Sampai Terbawa-bawa Ke Tidur Olehnya.. Izinkan Ku Mengeluh Di Sini.. I Dont Want To Trouble My Parents Even Durg Pun They Have A Lot To Think About.. But Syukur Alhamdulillah Walaupun Susah Dan Berat But I Managed.. I'll Take It Positively In A Way That This Is An Early Course For Me To Enter The Family Life Hehe.. It Teaches Me Responsibility And Being Sensible.. Tapinya Ya Allah Berat Benar-benar.And I Cant Be Selfish As Well Nya Orang Kadang2 Mau Jua Kan Mendulur Diri Kan Beli Itu Kan Beli Ini, And Then Dengki Mendengar Dan Melihat Kawan-kawan Belayar Seeing Beautiful Places.. Having A Good Time With Each Other.. Of Course I Want All That But For Now I Think Its Better For Me To Be A Spectator And A Listener Saja.. Who Knows Mungkin Cara Allah Subhanallah Taala Memberi Dugaan Dan Cabaran Sebelum Ia Menurunkan Rezekinya.. Sebagai Satu Peringatan Jangan Mudah Riak Bila Diberikan Rezeki Nanti.. Amin Ya Allah Amin.. Take As An Example Like Just Now.. My Mum Was Kinda Worried And Sad Because Baju Raya My Lil Sis Belum Berambil.. Mau Nda Mau Duit Yang I Saved For Something I Just Have To Use It Saja.. As We Always Said.. Kanak-kanak Yang Suka Banar Kan Hari Raya Ani.. Bagi Kitani Yang Udah Berusia Ani.. Yang Paling Siuk Iatah Malam Pukul Dan 1st Day Raya.. Yth I Just Mengalah Saja.. Kesian Jua.. Also As A Present For Her.. Pasal This Year.. If Ya Puasa Later.. Then Its 28 Days Of Fasting For Her.. Sehari Nganya Rumpang.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.. As Big A Brother Present For His Lil Sister =)

I'm Sorry Guys Kalau You Feel Like Wasting Your Time Reading This Post But Iatah Nganya Ni My Blog Ani Tampat Ku Meluahkan Apa Yg Berkumpul Di Hati.. Apa Saja Yang Buat Ku Sedih.. Apa Saja Yang Buat Ku Marah.. Apa Saja Yang Buat Ku Nda Puas Hati.. Apa Saja Yang Buat Ku Gembira.. Semua Tumpahnya Di Sini.. And Now I Feel A Lil Bit Better After Letting It Out.. Mata Pun Dah Mula Ngantuk.. So I Leave Y'all With This.. Thanks For Reading.. Taraaa! =)

True To The Bone!
RicHteR