I Still Last Tuesday 27th January.. My Family Was Just Finishing Our Late Dinner And Settling Down For Running Man.. Then My Mom Feel Uneasy.. She We Called To Lambak Asking About Her Condition.. My Aunt Told Us She Is Suffering From Shortness Of Breath And Asthmatic.. Half An Hour Later We Called Up Again And My Aunt Told Us To Come Down Immediately Because She Didn't Look Good At All.
My Parents Left Early While I Have To Wait For My Sisters Finish Packing.. Even While We Were On Our Way My Dad Keeps On Texting Asking Us To Hurry Up.. Almost Midnight When We Arrived In Lambak.. Most Of The Family Have Arrived.. Went Straight In.. Greet My Grandma And My Goodness I Totally Lost It.. She Was Struggling To Breathe.. She Looked So Skinny.. I Smiled When Looking At Her And Kissing Her Forehead.. She Looked Into My Eyes And At That Moment I Can Feel Like She Is Trying To Tell Me She Is Suffering.. I Managed To Hold My Head.. When Out Wipe My Tears..
Soon After I Took My Ablution.. Went Upstairs And Perform Solat Hajat.. I Prayed To Allah If It Is Her Time.. Please Take Her With All Ease.. Aku Redha.. I Just Cannot See Her Suffering Like That.. Tried To Hap A Short Sleep Because I Didn't Have A Good Night Sleep The Previous Night But My Mind Just Cannot Be At Ease..
Went Down And She Was Still Struggling For Breathe.. Then We Gathered Everyone.. And Started Reciting Surah Yassin.. I Only Managed To Read Twice Before I Broke Down Again.. But By Now Alhamdulillah She Began To Calm Though Still Struggling To Breathe..
Later Into The Night I Checked Up On Her Again.. I Called Her Up.. "Nini.. Bawa Baca Baca Ah.. Bawa Berzikir Banyak" And Then She Asked My Iring And Tua Bini.. "Siapa Tu?" They Replied "Wadi Tu Bu.. Wadi" I Too Replied Her "Aku Ni Wadi.. Aku Minum Dulu Ni Aa" Was About To Pour My Name.. She Called Me.. "Wadiii.. Wadiii" Rush To Her Bedside I Said "Kenapa Ni..?" "Mana Wadi.." She Asked Again While Reaching Her Hand.. My Aunt Said Ambil Tangannya Ya Kan Meramas Muka Mu Tu.. Hold Her Hand And Let Her Touch My Face As Long As She Want "Eh Wadi Ni" She Said When Her Hand Touches My Face.. I Looked At Her Praying To Allah.. Ya Allah Kedia Nganya Tahu Apa Rasaku Masa Atu.. Trying To Hold My Tears.. And When She Whisper To Me "Inda Ku Sampat Lai" I Just Broke Down.. I Just Walked Away And Cried.. I Just Cannot Hold It Back..
Just After 2 Am She Started To Fail.. And By 2:26 She Breathe Her Last Breath.. Alhamdulillah Tho Most Of Her Childrens, Grand Children And Great Grand Children Was With Her Before She Passes.. And She Managed To Recite Dua Kalimah Syahadah As Well.. I Still Remember How Much I Struggled Holding My Tears While Reciting Surah Yassin For Her And I Just Broke Down Everytime I Looked Upon Her Jenazah..
In Shaa Allah She Is Now In A Better Place.. And She Is Very Much Loved..
My Parents Left Early While I Have To Wait For My Sisters Finish Packing.. Even While We Were On Our Way My Dad Keeps On Texting Asking Us To Hurry Up.. Almost Midnight When We Arrived In Lambak.. Most Of The Family Have Arrived.. Went Straight In.. Greet My Grandma And My Goodness I Totally Lost It.. She Was Struggling To Breathe.. She Looked So Skinny.. I Smiled When Looking At Her And Kissing Her Forehead.. She Looked Into My Eyes And At That Moment I Can Feel Like She Is Trying To Tell Me She Is Suffering.. I Managed To Hold My Head.. When Out Wipe My Tears..
Soon After I Took My Ablution.. Went Upstairs And Perform Solat Hajat.. I Prayed To Allah If It Is Her Time.. Please Take Her With All Ease.. Aku Redha.. I Just Cannot See Her Suffering Like That.. Tried To Hap A Short Sleep Because I Didn't Have A Good Night Sleep The Previous Night But My Mind Just Cannot Be At Ease..
Went Down And She Was Still Struggling For Breathe.. Then We Gathered Everyone.. And Started Reciting Surah Yassin.. I Only Managed To Read Twice Before I Broke Down Again.. But By Now Alhamdulillah She Began To Calm Though Still Struggling To Breathe..
Later Into The Night I Checked Up On Her Again.. I Called Her Up.. "Nini.. Bawa Baca Baca Ah.. Bawa Berzikir Banyak" And Then She Asked My Iring And Tua Bini.. "Siapa Tu?" They Replied "Wadi Tu Bu.. Wadi" I Too Replied Her "Aku Ni Wadi.. Aku Minum Dulu Ni Aa" Was About To Pour My Name.. She Called Me.. "Wadiii.. Wadiii" Rush To Her Bedside I Said "Kenapa Ni..?" "Mana Wadi.." She Asked Again While Reaching Her Hand.. My Aunt Said Ambil Tangannya Ya Kan Meramas Muka Mu Tu.. Hold Her Hand And Let Her Touch My Face As Long As She Want "Eh Wadi Ni" She Said When Her Hand Touches My Face.. I Looked At Her Praying To Allah.. Ya Allah Kedia Nganya Tahu Apa Rasaku Masa Atu.. Trying To Hold My Tears.. And When She Whisper To Me "Inda Ku Sampat Lai" I Just Broke Down.. I Just Walked Away And Cried.. I Just Cannot Hold It Back..
Just After 2 Am She Started To Fail.. And By 2:26 She Breathe Her Last Breath.. Alhamdulillah Tho Most Of Her Childrens, Grand Children And Great Grand Children Was With Her Before She Passes.. And She Managed To Recite Dua Kalimah Syahadah As Well.. I Still Remember How Much I Struggled Holding My Tears While Reciting Surah Yassin For Her And I Just Broke Down Everytime I Looked Upon Her Jenazah..
In Shaa Allah She Is Now In A Better Place.. And She Is Very Much Loved..
Taken During My Cousin's Berbedak Mandi Function..
A Few Years Ago While Celebrating My Late Grandfather's Birthday..
Taken Last Year.. During Another My Cousin Malam Jaga Jaga Event.. Soon After That My Grandfather Passed Away And 8 Months Later My Grandma Follows..
Semoga Roh Nini Bini And Nini Laki Di Cucuri Rahmat Dan Ditempatkan Dikalangan Orang-Orang Yang Beriman.. Amin Yarabbal Alamin..
Til My Next Post.. Take Care Everyone!
TRue To THe BOne!
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