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I Do Believe Im A Bit Calmer Than Yesterday.. Lil Bit At Ease Than It Was Yesterday.. But As Usual Ada Saja Yang Kan Di Dangar.. And Then Yang Calinya Yang Ku Dangar2 Ani Cam As If He Has Grudges On Someone But Since Aku Ani Ada Kaitan Dengan That Person So Apalagi Aku Lah Kan Diambilnya Oleh.. Which Is Bullshit.. Alum Plang Kompom Tu But If It Is Really Banar.. Bah Berkhabar Banar Tah Kedia Oleh Ku Tu.. I Havent Spoken To Either My Dad Or Mum About This Yet Kan Minta Buah Pikiran Dulu.. Pasalnya Kesabaran Ku Right Now Was Less Than A Thread In Fact One Of My Officemate Pun Sama Jua Nahan Rasa In Fact Most Of Us Been Menahan Rasa With His Attitude All This While.. Bila Ku Salah Tagur Dan Ku Akui Dan Aku Cuba Perbaiki.. Tapi Bila Aku Bulat2 Di Salahkan Akan Satu-satu Hal Yang Di Luar Jangkauan Ku Apa Daya Ku.. He Said I Always Spent Most Of The Time On The Computer.. Now Tell Me.. Segala Keraja Kebelakangan Ani Nda Ku Pandai Kana Bagi.. Yes File Ada Ni Atas Meja Ku.. But What Can I Do About It.. Barang Atu Pending Atas Penukaran2 Syarat-syarat Keperluan Yang Kamu Sentiasa Ubah.. Now Dont You Think Aku Nda Susah Hati.. Barang Pending TPOR Tani Lari But What Can I Do Bila Syarikat2 NDa Menelinga Walaupun Balik2 Di Inggul.. In Fact Sapa Jua Yang Berckp Kalau Org Nda Peduli Biar Ia Dulu Sampai Durg Sendiri Abiding.. Now Salah Siapa.. Yes Ku Akui I Stayed On9 Almost All The Time.. I Got No Work To Do.. So What Else Should I Do.. Ikut Macam Org Lain Lalang? Balik Awal? Main Dart? Ngayau Ke Sana Ke Mari.? No! Menahan Jua Ku Balik Ikut Time Walaupun Kadang2 Well More Than Often Aku Sorg Yang Menunggui Opis When Everybody Is Already Out.. And When Given My Work When Have I Not Finish It.. In Fact Keraja Org Pun Ku Buat.. Nda Ku Mengeluh In Fact Enjoy Ku Lagi Berbanar-banar Coz By Doing Work I Feel Responsible.. So Apalagi Dimaunya.. What THE FUCK IS HIS PROBLEM.. And When I Heard What He Said Atu Kemarin Allah Saja Yang Tau Betapa Payahnya Aku Menyimpan And Menahan Rasa Marah Ku Ani.. Tuhan Saja Tau Bah.. Bakal Saja Aku Menganang Yang Ada Nama Org Yang Harus Ku Jaga.. Ada Lagi Tanggung Jawab Ku Yang Lain Yang Harus Ku Buat.. Bill Bill Yang Harus Dibayar.. Mun Bukan Menganang Semua Ani Antah.. Nda Ku Tau What Happen To Me But Difikiran Ku Tau Ku Udah Apakan Ku Buat Arah Muanya Atu Banar Tah.. Banarrrrrrrrrrr... Ya Allah Tolong Ku Deh.. In Fact Selalunya Thursday Ani Semangat Bah Kan Bangun Awal Kan Buat Morning Jog Tapinya Bila Ku Terkanang Sal Hal Cemani Ani.. Hilang Banar Semangat Ku Kan Buat Keraja.. Bangun Pun Berpaksa.. I Just Cant See His Face Without Feeling So Much Hatred Towards Him.. Ya Allah Give Me Guidance To Get Through This.. It Is Just Too Much To Bear.. Seksa Bah Otak Mikirkan Cani Ani..

True To The Bone!
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