A Monday Moan? Nope This Is Not

Having A Conversation With My Colleague And She Was Talking About Financial Stuff.. And Then We Did A Few Reflection Of What Was Like When We Were Little And Our Parents Raising Us Up.. And Now That She Has A Baby Girl.. Terasa Udah Kan Cemana Payahnya Hidup Sebagai Seorang Ibu Ani.. Tho That I Am Still Not Married (Ehem Ehem Uhuk Uhuk :p) But I Honestly Can Relate To It.. 

I Told Her That Since I Moved Back To Kb.. I Do Believe I Felt Just A Fraction Of How Hard It Is.. Why I Said A Fraction Well I Explain It Later.. Back Then When I Was Moved To Kb.. I Was Distraught, Frustrated And It Was Rightly So.. Why? My Life Have To Change.. Friends Is Kinda Far Away Basically It Was Never An Ideal Situation.. Anyhow A Friend Told Me Ada Hikmahnya Tu.. Nda Ko Nampak Ni Awal Ani.. Kang Lambat Laun You Will See It.. And True To His Word.. Now I'm Beginning To Understand Why..

Nya Org Mun Dulu Hidupku.. Kan Enjoy, Kan Selfish.. Kan Whine Saja Keraja.. Macam Nda Kan Berapa Bersyukur Bah.. As I Was Saying Earlier A Fraction Of How Hard It Was Raising My Sisters And I.. Alhamdulillah Jualah With Me Now In Kb.. Terbuka Jua Mata Atu Kan Support My Family.. Even At Times When Money Is Tight I Still Managed Jua.. Nya Org Pandai Membagikan Satu Untuk Diri Dua Untuk Family.. Yes I Have To Admit Dangki Meliat Kawan-kawan Terbali Itu Terbali Ini.. Belayar Sana Belayar Sini.. But At The End Of The Day.. Kitani Kena Ukur Baju Di Badan Sendiri.. Jangan Luan Dipikirkan Sangat.. Durang Ada Rezeki Lebih That Is Why Durg Mampu.. Nda Ja! Nak Dikatakan Aku Nda Mengusut Bohong Jua Tu.. But At Least Now I'm Redha On What I Had And What I Can Share.. It Is Such An Uplifting Feeling When You Can Help Your Parents In A Way.. Just Imagine How Hard It Was To Provide Us Guys When We Were Small.. Nda Ku Mampu Terbalas.. Even If Ku Mati Then Hidup Balik Then Mati Then Hidup Balik Semula Pun Alum Tantu Ku Mampu Terbalas..

I'm Not Trying To Show Off Here.. Not To Say I Am Better Than All Of You.. But I Can Say That I'm A Much Better Person Today That I Was Before.. Fatter Yes! But Much Much Calmer Hahahaha.. In Sha Allah :-))

TRue To THe BOne!
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