Its kinda boring n a bit disappointed, was kinda hoping by using my dad's TAB... at least i can type in a post with using the html page ah well too bad it would be great tho but hey this would suffice.. ive been doing a lot of thinking lately and its never been nice thoughtful process
A lot shit happened lately and most of it is bothering on the ridiculous.. Mum's family is a not happy group right now lots of hearsay, finger pointing, bad mouthing happen... And to be honest my family nobody side because its getting rather boring, tring and fast becoming a child's play.. sigh lot of bad blood needed to be let out and the one i pity the most is my grandparents.. God what is going through their mind right now with their children having a go at each other.. They must have felt like a failure n subhanallah the thought of them crying for what had happens is just so so so very sad.. Nda masuk syurga bagi anak yang menyakiti ibu bapa mereka sehingga mereka menitiskan air mata.. tapi sadly bila nafsu melampaui akal common sense is thrown out of the picture as fast as you can count 1 2 3.
Enough said bout that.. On my personal part.. well im trying to be at peace with things right now.. All i want is appreciation.. I never asked a lot but just time together but to one that seems to be difficult.. i never like it when i was promise something but to be cancel at the last minute especially with something that you've been planning for quite sometime.. Once i can cope but to endure it repetitively it just rather frustrating and it makes u feel that you're not being appreciated and as if im not a priority.. and everytime i try to make a point at it it was deemed that i am looking for a fight.. sigh what the fuck can i do now?
A lot shit happened lately and most of it is bothering on the ridiculous.. Mum's family is a not happy group right now lots of hearsay, finger pointing, bad mouthing happen... And to be honest my family nobody side because its getting rather boring, tring and fast becoming a child's play.. sigh lot of bad blood needed to be let out and the one i pity the most is my grandparents.. God what is going through their mind right now with their children having a go at each other.. They must have felt like a failure n subhanallah the thought of them crying for what had happens is just so so so very sad.. Nda masuk syurga bagi anak yang menyakiti ibu bapa mereka sehingga mereka menitiskan air mata.. tapi sadly bila nafsu melampaui akal common sense is thrown out of the picture as fast as you can count 1 2 3.
Enough said bout that.. On my personal part.. well im trying to be at peace with things right now.. All i want is appreciation.. I never asked a lot but just time together but to one that seems to be difficult.. i never like it when i was promise something but to be cancel at the last minute especially with something that you've been planning for quite sometime.. Once i can cope but to endure it repetitively it just rather frustrating and it makes u feel that you're not being appreciated and as if im not a priority.. and everytime i try to make a point at it it was deemed that i am looking for a fight.. sigh what the fuck can i do now?
True To The Bone!
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