Saturday 11/07/2020

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Saturday is here.

Seorang muka nda cukup tidur while the other muka gagar hehehehe. Remember when i said in previous post kenapa kami nda balik KB this weekend? And do you guys remember when I need to pick up my wife at RIPAS last Thursday. Okay, here is the story. She a gynae appointment and we've been pushing and trying to conceive. And this would be one of our effort lah jua. Ever since last year we've been trying to get a slot to do fallopian tube test but since it is very limited getting a slot deemed impossible.

Alhamdulillah, last Thursday, and both of us believe that it was only with Allah's grace my wife managed to book a slot for today. Hence why kami awal keluar jalan ke RIPAS today.

When we arrived it was already half packed at the ward. So we waited for a while before my wife was brought to the cardiology ward. Then we waited for a Lil bit until it then my wife's turn. I was already a nervous wrecked and I tried the best I could not to show it to my wife. Then the first couple left the place and she looked alright. I did take note of the time when she entered the ward so by the time she was out, it took her just under 30 mins. Hence, my wife would probably take the same time.

30 mins turned into 45 mins then on the hour mark my wife walked out of the ward all gingerly and thought this didn't look right. So I asked how was it? How the procedure went? With a sad face, she answered it didn't go well. The liquid just flushes back out all the time and after the third try, she called it to quit. Sigh.........

I told her that probably it's just not mended to work this time. Honestly, guys, I didn't even know what to say. Obviously, at this moment my wife was feeling low especially when she told me even when a specialist took over the procedure it still didn't work. So her doctor just gave my wife an MC then book another slot for the same procedure next Wednesday.

She was in pain from the procedure but both of us need to eat something. So we stopped by at Pappu Restaurant here in Sengkurong.

Our meal that afternoon. 

The girls were in the room watching Trolls so it does helped cheer my wife a bit. While I just sit down on my man-corner (haven't got any man cave yet guys) and just trying to take my mind away from today's event by updating my blog. I do understand that my wife is feeling very worried right now. The best I can do was to calm her and assure her that things will be better on Wednesday.

She did asked me how do I know. I told her tani dua cuai. We didn't ask Allah hard enough for help. No sembahyang hajat no nothing. I've told her as well that let's beli air syifa from Darusyifa. It's just an ikhtiar that we can do to help ease the procedure.

Ending the night watching the Liverpool game. Probably the only game that I even bothered especially after them winning the league early. Bukannya apa jua bah the timing luan kegilaan. Menyubuh bah most of the time malas tah ku gagau kan menjagai.

Til my next post. Stay safe everyone!

-W-